..his bloody sweet words..

40 minutes before lunch break...

*still have a bunch of works that need to be done.. in the meantime.. at the little corner of my brain.. he lives.. he's spinning round .. continuously playing back the story of me and him*

"If only I had an electra glide motorbike, I'll go right away to where you are now, I'll lend you my jacket so your back won't get cold and you can sleep soundly"

"Have you ever had an affair? Or do you always treat people this way? because.. frankly speaking, you make me feel flattered"

"I'm tired of hearing and seeing you crying because of him, you still couldn't take a clear decision, now tell me, do you actually want to be my girlfriend or not?"

"Sorry for I've just kissed your forehead"

"I have a feeling for you and it's huge!! And after we met.. it's getting bigger and bigger.. Now can you responsible for it?"

 

"There's nothing change, right?"

"My heart tore into pieces and left unhealed"

"You're physically ugly, but the thought of marrying you ever cross my mind, I open my heart, I empty my heart, I let you live in it, only you .. and that's a hell of a price, Yoshy!!!"

"I hate you.. I really hate you"

"I don't love you anymore"

"I was fooled by your soft and gentle voice, your wistful eyes.. Now I don't know the difference anymore.. whether you're telling me the truth or lie"

"I want to have you.. I don't know why.. but I still love you.. I really do"

"I love you with all your past"

"I want to have a different relationship now.. would you be my fiancee?"

"I would spend the rest of my life making it up to you, redeem all my stupid faults to you and would make you as the happiest wife on earth"

*and all of the rest million words he ever said to me with his innocent look and deceiving eyes.. keep repeating under my consciousness inside my silly brain.. it really is funny how he brilliantly manage to make me feel like I really am the only one for him.. & how he assures me that every word he said are believable.. the more I think about it, the more I realize how stupid I was for having faith in him.. when I'm not the only girl who fell for those words and believed in it. Talk really is cheap for him, huh? I guess I'm done buying those kind of bullcraps now. I got to remember that the sweetest lips tell the most painful lies"

xoxo