"I had to leave" he said goodbye..
smiled with one-eye winked mischievously at me..
For the first time I felt hatred..
loathe on everything surrounds me.
Including the paper boy, vegetables seller, a bunch of elementary pupils, and even my mother's cousin.
Aaaarrggghhhh.. Why did they have to wake up this early?
Where I just wanted to steal a second.
Stealing one single second out of 86.400 seconds of their awareness is definitely not a sin.
Please understand!
I just wanted to escort him leave with a warm kiss from my big mouth.
This was a war.
They were the one that supposed to be vanish or my pudency?!
I was silent, just staring at him.
May he read the hatred in my eyes.
I really hate to watch him leave.
huuuufff... I took a long breathe
without taking my eyes away from the back that I adore,
until he was completely invisible, and I ... I'm happy.
He left his heart, put it on my hands
and he took my heart with him.
Letting my heart beating in his chest,
and therefore I am alive this morning.
July 4th, 2005
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